Like Crazy

watch this movie. finally. after all the busy stuff that make me can’t watch this actually wrong after all the scare feeling for me to watch this movie. I knew the time when I see the thriller of this movie I want to watch it. but in the same time I’m afraid. I’m afraid how this movie will affect on me. emotionally. cause this movie its so real to me , like u know really real. and when you watch a movie that sort of telling about your life story it will affect you. deep inside of you will start to feel weird. you went silent and just sit on your sofa. staring through the tv screen. and wait for couple of minute you feeling start to building up and there you are. you find yourself crying very loudly , you don't know why you cry but in the same time you know exactly why you cry. so yeah I watch this movie and I’m right , this movie killing me from inside and out. like crazy.

The Smell of Vintage : Lowlight Bazaar 4 Film At Kemang

cap pull & bear, collar shirt, skirt, and shoes Zara

LOWLIGHT BAZAAR 4 from Renaldy Fernando on Vimeo.

Can you see how lovely the place is , all the woods , those vintage camera, cool unique stuff. Last week I went to my friends event which is Lowlight Bazaar 4 Film at Kemang. On this Bazaar , the sale all vintage stuff such as old camera, filmmaker, vinly player, and much more. And also, it sale fashion stuff too such as vintage clothing and cool DIY accessories. I went there to support my friends and at the same time to found out how the event goes since I enjoy anything that vintage.

I meet hafiz and his friends who make booth there. There booth called VISCHE. they sell from bags until DIY accessories that I could assure you its really damn cool.  I even bought 2 accessories from them, will show it later. I really love the events even though I don't stay until the end of the event.

From what I see and I heard from my Renaldy ( the tall guy on the picture ) the event went really good and well which I'm glad to hear it. If you wondering what the event looks like you could check the video. There is no doubt I will come again if my friends make another events. 

Lately Wearing

t-shirt band 

skinny jeans always comfortable

one pieces dress

big denim jacket ( used belong to my mom )

finally found the fit parka jacket 

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Short-ed

2012

2013

Finally it happening, I'm cutting of all my long hair. It take me about 3 week making this decision.

All my friends told me I look better with long hair , they said I look more mature.

But its 2013 and I had enough with my long hair beside I adore Kiko Mizuhara hair

and I always want to try her hair cut.

With supporting my sister & my friend Fransiska ( thank you for company me) 

I cut it off and it probably one of the best hair cut I ever had.

My motto now "always have different hair cut every new years" .

whats wrong with you?

there is the time where you feel like you have no power at all. you feel weak. no energy. no desire to do anything. feel useless. had enough. can't think straight. you don't even have desire to talk or say any words to anyone's. there you are laying down. use your headphone to listen to the music and wishing that you feel better. but you don't , you just don't feels right. and you don't know why.

The Cheese Store Of Silverlake

1. Been wearing exactly look a like of arielle ( alex turner gf ) outfit, sweater , jean, oxford shoes and glasses. 

2. My dad who work at Africa bought me this tumbler 

Red Roses

grey sweather Zara , blue skinny jeans Zara, oxford shoes charles & keith

A couple weeks ago I follow my mom and my aunt to their hang out time , I don't really have much to do and I was bored inside the house so I decided to go with them. Nothing much happen really just listen to my mother and my aunt gossiping to each other which I don't really know what exactly their talking about and I don't really bother to know. And then my aunt bought this fake red roses, it was really big and she ask me to hold it for her. I don't really mind since I like roses even tho its fake its still roses. When she want to go home I ask her if I could have the fake roses but of course she said " No ".

sometime same drink could taste very different

Went to Gelato Bar Restaurant with my mom, she busy talking to her friends on the phone so I decide to busy myself with taking picture of the restaurant. The restaurant have this setting where they put a mug as their accessories which cute and also they have a lot of picture on the wall that look like a picture from different country. I was wearing a plaid shirt who belong to my dad ( yes its fit me quite well ) and also a black body con which is not on the picture.  

After lunch we went shopping surprisingly I shop quite a lot that time cause my mom kinda push me to buy some new stuff which is weird. After the long walk we take rest at Starbuck ( fav. place to rest and drink ) quite disappointed of something that happen there. Find this interesting book that have a really good drawing , picture about travel, and the "Espresso Yourself" page make me want to have some espresso machine. Those Lasagna is my dinner.  

Rebel Kids

long dress Topshop, fedora hat Zara, oxford shoes Charles & Keith 

If you could see the times when I post this , its actually very early in the morning in here, can't sleep as usual. Been watching some dance video on Youtube and can't really stop. 

that was my outfit last week, my friends who met me that day keep calling me as rebel kids which quite funny to me. Finally had the chances to wear my fedora hat ( read : covering bad hair day ) . Its really funny every time I wear that hat there must be something weird happen and it did. 

 say hello to Jimmo , the little guy who always sleep with me  

insta

I have instagram now quite addictive, here @anchiru